leader-of-standing-purgatorians asked: Hi I'm new the imagine (fandom? Group? Idk whatever) and I was wondering if you could check my first EVER imagine. I posted it on my account and it would mean the world to me if you checked it out. Have a good day😊 (sorry if I annoyed at all)

i checked it out - it’s good, keep it up!

HELLO just to let you guys know i am still alive but i’m not really sure what i’m doing with this blog at the moment?? i’ve kinda gone off supernatural recently what with season 9 being so rubbish and i haven’t had much time to write because i have to go to school and do exams and stuff (it’s a really important year for me) and i have a part time job and i also have my main blog and a twitter account and i make themes as well so i’m super busy!!

i’ve already had to delete one of my side blogs because i was so busy. i considered deleting this blog but i think i’m gonna keep it up and try posting imagines from time to time however i’m going to take down all my admin pages because it’s just too much work trying to keep everything up to date. even if at some point i do stop posting altogether i promise to never delete this blog, i’ll always keep it up as an archive! so yeah, hopefully after my exams finish (in about 3 weeks) i can do a little bit more writing.

p.s. as before, i won’t be doing imagines in the order i receive the requests, sorry!

another update:

i am no longer looking for a second writer, sorry. i apologise to everyone who wasted their time applying. a lot of the entries were really good but i feel like i want to keep this blog anonymous and i can’t do that fully if i have a second writer. sorry again.

hey guys, just a quick update to tell you all that i will no longer be accepting self harm related requests. before now, i was happy enough to write them as it’s not triggering for me and as long as i tagged them properly hopefully no one else would be triggered. but now i feel like a lot of the requests i’ve been getting are romanticizing the idea of self harm and i really don’t want to encourage that. i realize that some people may have requested self harm related imagines because they think that reading about their favourite fictional character comforting them or whatever will help and i do understand that but i think the most responsible thing for me to do is to just put a stop to all self harm requests - it’s sometimes difficult to judge who is actually seeking comfort and who is romanticizing the idea. i’m sorry if this upsets anyone in any way, if you want an imagine like that i’m afraid you’ll have to go elsewhere because from now on i will be deleting all requests relating to self harm.

Supernatural Imagine #18

finally a new imagine! it’s not my best, but at least it’s something, right? i don’t know if this went in exactly the direction that the requester wanted but hey ho. thank you to the requester for saying that my writing is amazing (although you might change your mind after this awful attempt at fulfilling your imagine request).

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“Sam?” You sat up in bed, bleary eyed, searching in the darkness for the source of the noise that had woken you.

“Y/N! It’s okay, go back to sleep”, you heard Sam say. Your tired eyes found the source of his voice, his face illuminated by the light of the moon seeping through the gap in the curtains. He was fully dressed and appeared to be packing something into a large duffel bag.

“What’s going on?” you whispered, swinging your legs round to plant your feet on the floor and stand up beside the bed.

“Something came up,” Sam replied tersely, still chucking things into the duffel bag.

“Something?”

Sam paused momentarily. “Yeah, something. A hunt.” He walked closer to you to grab a knife from the cabinet on his side of the bed.

“Give me five minutes. I’m coming too,” you said, firmly.

He froze. “No.”

You stared at him and folded your arms. “No? I’m not a child, Sam, and I don’t appreciate being treated like one!”

“I’m not treating you like a child, but you can’t come, okay?” he said, zipping up the bag and turning to face you.

“Why the hell not? I think I’d be pretty useful out there! You and Dean get into all kinds of stupid situations – it’d probably be good for you to have a third person to bail you out!”

“This isn’t a game, Y/N, it’s a serious thing – a dangerous thing. And you’re not coming.”

You laughed incredulously. “I’m trying to be supportive here! Most people would freak out if their boyfriend got up in the middle of the night to go off with his brother and stab ghosts or whatever it is you do, and I’m standing here asking to go with you and you tell me I can’t come? What’s this about, are you trying to prove yourself or something?”

“It’s not like that!” Sam shouted explosively. “I’m trying to protect you!”

You turned round and began pulling clothes out of your closet, yelling at Sam over your shoulder. “Yeah, well. Maybe I don’t need protecting!”

“Y/N, please.” The tone of his voice softened immensely and you stopped frantically stuffing the pair of jeans that you were holding into your bag. You spun round, your anger dissolving at the sight of the pleading expression on his face.

“I’m not some kind of damsel in distress, you know,” you said quietly.

“I know. I know you’re not. But I don’t want you to get hurt. The stuff that Dean and I do is dangerous. I’ve lost people I love before. And I don’t want to lose you.”

“I’m less likely to get hurt if you educate me about the kind of stuff that you do instead of leaving me behind all the time.”

There were a few moments of silence, before Sam broke it.

“Okay.” he shrugged.

“Okay?”

He walked around the end of the bed to come and stand in front of you. “Yeah, okay. You’re right. You can come. I’ll be in the car. I’ll see you in five minutes.”

You laughed. “Seriously? Just like that?”

“Yeah, yeah. You’re not gonna do any stabbing, okay. Just watching and learning.” He smirked, and you gave him a gentle punch on the arm. He laughed. “Now that weak ass punch has gotta be fixed if you’re gonna be a hunter.”

You punched him again. “Don’t patronise me, Sam Winchester. I’ll be ready in five minutes.”

ugh it seems like i’m posting more apologetic text posts than imagines but yeah im really truly sorry that i havent posted anything in ages. i’ve considered deactivating this blog and i’ve considered turning it into a general writing blog and i’ve considered getting a second writer but the truth is i have no idea what i want to do…i’ve tried writing some new imagines but they all just seem really bad to me so i end up deleting them. i might do a 50 word challenge or start writing drabbles or something to try and get back into the habit of good writing but at the moment im just too busy to do anything…as well as this blog i also have a main blog and a sideblog that need updating and i also make tumblr themes and i also have a twitter account which needs to be updated and of course i have school and work and life and stuff. so yeah. basically, i have no idea what im doing and im sorry but please bear with me because i should be back writing at some point in the future. thank you to everyone who has followed me/liked/reblogged my imagines so far!!

Anonymous asked: How did you changed in theme where it says "message" to request an imagine"? It would help very much, thank you!

okay you have to go into the html coding for this so i’ve made a crappy tutorial complete with crappy screenshots!!

go to ‘customize’, then ‘edit html’ and all the code stuff will appear.

use keyboard shortcut Ctrl and F. a box will appear at the top like this:

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you need to search for ‘message’ so just type it into the search bar and lo and behold it will show you the section where you can change it:

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delete ‘message’ (DON’T DELETE ANYTHING ELSE!! JUST THE WORD ‘MESSAGE’!!) and replace it with ‘request an imagine’ (or whatever other thing you want to put):

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then update preview, save and exit and boom! you’re done! i hope i helped!

tagged → #answered #theme help
believerscully asked: I just wanted to say that for your second writer questionnaire thing, I'd advise making the imagine request a little more general, as self-harm is a sensitive, sometimes triggering topic that not many people are comfortable writing about. Just a suggestion, and of course it's your blog, but I thought you might take it into consideration. Also I really like this blog and I think all your imagines are really well written! You just gained a new follower :3

i understand that it might be triggering, but a lot of the requests that i get are to do with triggering topics (e.g. eating disorders and self harm) so in order to see who is comfortable with stuff like that i felt that i had to make the request like that, sorry. i believe that i tagged it with tw:self harm so hopefully it shouldn’t have triggered anyone, but i get what you’re trying to say. thank you for the follow!

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PROMO TIME

it’s a double promo this time! supernaturalimagining and whispersofwinchesters are two new imagine blogs who are taking requests and the imagines i’ve seen so far on their blogs are really good so you should go and check them out!

tagged → #promo time
Supernatural imagine #17

as promised, a new imagine, just in time for the end of the week! This was fun to write, I didn’t do a brilliant job of it but it was a really funny idea so thank you, dear anon, for the good request.

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‘Y/N! Can you come in here for a sec?’ The sound of Sam’s voice calling from the kitchen jolted you back into reality. Couldn’t a girl get any peace and quiet around here? You were in the mood for a bit of ‘alone time’ but clearly the boys were incapable of functioning without you. Sighing, you minimised the browser window and dumped your laptop onto the desk before leaving to find out what Sam wanted, making sure to lock your bedroom door behind you.

*later that evening*

‘Shit!’ You swore loudly as Cas suddenly appeared beside you on the sofa. ‘Dammit, Cas, you’ve gotta stop popping up without warning! You’ll give someone a heart attack!’

He turned his head and looked at you, a strange look in his piercing blue eyes. ‘Sorry,’ he replied, simply. You stared at each other in silence for a few moments, and you suddenly found yourself wondering what he would do if you leaned forward and kissed him.

‘Right. Well. What’s up?’ you asked him, in an attempt to make the situation less awkward.

‘I…’ Cas began speaking, but trailed off, unspoken words hanging off his lips.

‘Cas?’ You were intrigued now. Cas didn’t say much, but if he wanted to say something, he didn’t hold back. The way he was speaking made the whole situation kind of suspicious.

‘I want you to fuck me,’ he stated, in a deep, gravelly voice.

You choked. ‘What?!’ you spluttered, not sure whether to laugh or scream or even, god forbid it, be slightly aroused.

‘I want you to…’ Cas screwed up his nose as though he were concentrating hard on something. ‘I want you to take my load in your pussy.’

This time, you lost it. The sound of Cas saying such crude words in his funny deep voice, completely devoid of emotion, was absolutely hilarious.

‘Y/N?’ Cas said. You were laughing so hard that you couldn’t breathe, let alone tell him what was so funny.

Several moments later, you pulled yourself together and managed to look him in the eyes without cracking up.

‘What was all that about?’ you asked him, still breathless from laughing.

‘I…’ Cas looked down at his hands, which were clasped in his lap. ‘I was looking for you. I went into your room, at first. And, uh, well…’

Suddenly, you remembered the website you’d left open on your laptop when you’d gone to help Sam earlier that day.

‘Oh my god,’ you whispered, the blood draining from your face, ‘you read that?!’

‘I was curious.’

‘Oh god.’ You put your head in your hands. You’d never been so embarrassed in your whole life.

‘Y/N? I’m sorry if I caused you any offence. I merely intended to…well, I wanted to tell you something. It appears I have failed to communicate it in an effective manner.’

You peeked out from between your fingers. ‘What? You wanted to tell me something? And you thought you’d be able to communicate it through reciting pornographic literature to me?’ You started laughing again, despite your embarrassment.

‘Yes. I…’

‘Well what on earth were you trying to say?’ you interrupted, your laughter subsiding, and in its place, a feeling of anxiety creeping into your heart.

‘Uh, Y/N, I don’t really know how to say this.’ You held your breath. ‘The thing is…I have feelings for you. Human feelings. Feelings of attraction. Romance. However you may choose to describe it.’

‘Oh.’ You were lost for words. You stared hard at your feet, terrified that if you looked at Cas for even one second you’d completely take leave of your senses and throw your arms around him and tell him that you felt the same way. ‘Well.’ Your voice sounded unexpectedly strained.

‘I’m sorry if I made you uncomfortable. If you’d like me to leave-‘

‘No!’ you said, a little too quickly. You sighed and smiled to yourself, even though you were feeling a thousand different emotions at once and you weren’t entirely sure whether they were predominantly good ones or not. ‘No, Cas,’ you said, in a calmer voice, ‘you can stay.’ Taking a deep breath, you lifted your gaze up from the floor so that you could look into his eyes. ‘I feel the same way. About you, I mean. The whole…romance…thing. Yeah. So.’

And before you could embarrass yourself any more, Cas leaned forward and pressed his lips to yours, in a kiss that was so gentle that you wondered if he was even touching you at all. But as his arms wrapped around you and the pressure of his lips on yours intensified, you realised that you weren’t dreaming. This was real. You and Cas. Who would’ve ever thought that you’d end up here?

oh god i haven’t uploaded anything in weeks but just to let you all know i am still alive i’ve just been really busy with school, way busier than i thought i would be. i’ll try to write something this week so watch this space! oh and i havent forgotten the second writer situation, ive just been too busy to sort it out, but if you have applied don’t worry i did get your submission and i am going to look at them all soon!

Update

okay this might sound really stupid and selfish but i’ve decided to stop doing requests in the order that i receive them. prior to now i’ve been doing them on a first come first served basis but it’s getting really difficult. i feel like i have to be in a certain mood to write certain imagines, so for example if the oldest request is a smut one and i’m not feeling it, then i’ll just put it off for a long time. and sometimes i feel inspired to write something that’s a newer request but i can’t because i’ve said that i do them in the order i get them. so now i’m changing that - i will now be doing requests in whatever order i feel like doing them, that may sound selfish BUT it should mean that i upload more frequently because i won’t get stuck on a specific request because i can just pick another one. okay this probably didn’t make any sense at all but just be aware that just because you requested something before someone else, it doesn’t mean i’ll write it first. sorry!

PROMO TIME

winchester-imagines is a new imagines blog, they’ve only written one imagine but it’s really really good and you should all go and follow them and request things!

tagged → #seriously #promo time

Okay so this is the official questionnaire-type thing for anyone who wants to be my second writer. You just have to copy and paste all this text into my submit box and submit it as a text post! I feel really mean making this but it’s the best way to find someone good to be my second writer. When I’ve read all the questionnaires I’ll contact you via ask to tell you if I’m interested or not. If I pick you then you’ll need to be willing to give me your email address so I can add you as a member of this blog. There’s no deadline for this because I know people are busy, but please try and submit it as soon as possible. Thank you SO much for taking the time to do this because having a second writer will really help me keep this blog more active.

Here are the questions. Most of them are just yes/no answers but you can obviously explain them a bit as well. Type your answer after the colon please!

1)Roughly how many hours a week would you be able to spend writing? (this is just so I get an idea of how often you’ll be able to upload things)

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2)Have you ever written imagines before?

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3)Is English your first language? (I’m not being racist here I just want to know if you have a good grasp of English grammar)

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4)How many seasons of Supernatural have you watched?

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5)Are you comfortable with writing smut?

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Okay now that bit’s over: here is an imagine request, now you write an imagine! It’s quite vague so it can be interpreted in a few different ways and it can be as long or as short as you want. This is the most important bit of the questionnaire because this is where I judge how well you write!!!

Request: Cas finds out that Y/N is self harming.

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SECOND WRITER UPDATE

okay firstly: i’m sorry for the lack of imagines, i’ve been busy with school stuff so i haven’t had time.

and secondly: in terms of the second writer situation, i’m going to create a questionnaire type thing to judge who i want to be my second writer. you’ll just have to say stuff like when you’ll be available, are you comfortable writing smut, etc etc, and i’ll also include an imagine prompt that you will have to use to write your own imagine. when you’ve completed it you can submit it to me. i will send this questionnaire to everyone who has expressed an interest in becoming a second writer but i will also publish it as a text post so that if anyone else wants to have a go then they can. i’m off to draft the questionnaire thingy right now so more details will follow!